Saturday, 16 June 2012


Hello people,

Apologies for the time between my entries, they are often few and far between, but that’s usually because I have nothing interesting or what other people might find interesting to say. Plus I don’t want to bore you too much of the time.

So what I have been up to since I last wrote?

n        Had a good night out in Fab CafĂ©, that was good and well worth seeing some faces, some maybe we won’t see in awhile now.

n        Good catch-ups with friends that have been well overdue.

n        Still no hamster babies, don’t ask I am as confused as they are!

n        Kate Nash next week

n        Blink 182 concert and they were brilliant, supporting acts Twin Atlantic, and All American Rejects!

n        Booked Thought Bubble tickets, very happy, google it!

n        Happy times seeing random people that we get on with and make an effort every time they see us even if its once or twice a year, thanks again for the cuppa and chat J


So I have been thinking a lot lately about my conversion from my undergraduate degree which was Theology to Philosophy, in particular Continental Philosophy. There has been a lot of talk recently in person and on Facebook etc, with regard to the study of philosophy and philosophical inquiry being redundant. Some of the most common being, ‘it gets you no where’, ‘its an ego trip’, ‘there’s nothing left to say’, ‘it doesn’t give you answers’, ‘it’s a language game of using big and complex words’ etc you get my drift. I have to be honest and say this has saddened me, and feel that although personal as well as academic, philosophy has taken over and is part of me and my life.

            I came to university to do Theology on the basis that I was doing particularly well in my A-levels in the study of John’s Gospel, I enjoyed biblical analysis so much that Theology was recommend to me and I just went for that. I always enjoyed philosophy but had to admit that the study of Aquinas’ Just War Theory, The Ontological Argument and Utilitarianism had its day and its impact on my life (the couple of hours of thought after the lesson). This experience was the same in my first year, again philosophy was really interesting but it didn’t grab me in the same way other modules did. Then second year came and I began the module Philosophies of the Self which focussed particularly on understandings of the person and selfhood through the movement of Existentialism popular in the 60’s. With introductory lectures on ‘what is the soul’ distinguishing in human understanding between ‘soul’ and ‘body’ ‘materialism’ and ‘life after death’ it already well and truly caught my attention. Here was something new and relevant and in a very big way, it mattered to me what the answers were. The module got better and better and it was here that I realised Existentialism and Nietzsche were my areas. They were creative and subject to change. The ideas were not fixed and did not require it because it was about engagement with creative thought and the ideas that sprung from engaging with it philosophically. A whole new window of opportunity opened up, I had never been more sure of my Atheism and at the same time never been so open to other things. It is here that I could bore you endlessly about how it all changed and a new me emerged. This is quite true but much too personal and deep for a quick blog entry, perhaps too much has already been said. But the important part is that although everything I do now even to the smallest task, has a thought about some question I don’t have an answer to or some complex idea, the simplest idea that has come from my engagement with philosophy is how little I know and how much learning I have to do. My life has changed now I question everything, but in this sense I know who I am more. I have made significant lifestyle choices and changes and to be honest feel more in control of my life. I feel ever more aware of my limited time and to quote one of my favourite Nietzsche quotes



The fact that our existing at all in this here-and-now must be a stronger incentive to us to live according to our own laws and standards’ Nietzsche Untimely Meditations


Perhaps Philosophy is just an endless cycle but maybe that’s the point? Maybe the biggest thing you can take away from philosophical engagement with the world and how it appears to us, is that we are in it as free persons that can either learn about themselves and the world or sit in a bubble of ignorance. This is not to say that those who don’t do philosophy don’t engage with their world adequately, but that philosophers and philosophies attempts to do this should not be met with such closed mindedness. People who can question, engage, evaluate, criticise, delight in, and find joy, find questions, find a way or path may have more questions, but who wants definite answers anyway?



 




Saturday, 26 May 2012


Hello again,

So I have not wrote a blog in ages in fact it’s probably been over a month now so I thought it was about time I did one.

The current third years are now mostly and definitely after Monday free people, and I must admit I feel kinda sad at them leaving.


  1. Because I always just kind of think of them always being there and never leaving
  2. I have so many friends in that year, and people I admire that I don’t want to loose touch with them when they leave
  3. It means when they mature, and get older now I will still look like a dafty in comparison
  4. I always had much more connections with you guys than my year (no offence to my year, and I had some great friends in there too)

Very sad to see you go but keep in touch and best of luck to you all!!!!

So things that have recently happened, lets do another list

1.      My hamsters keep mating but I am sure they are all girls so wtf? I completely don’t know what to do in this situation. Do I trust my own instinct and fairly constant checking of sex of hamsters or assume that regardless of my reason life will find a way? I shall just have to wait and see.

2.      I got my essay done so I am a free woman now except that I have been doing work anyway but the work I have picked for myself, yaaaay. This has obviously included some Nietzsche, and at the minute De Beauvoir which is very good, and possible abit of Zizek and Bataille.

3.      Had a hectic couple of weeks of work, Luke has been mega busy and I want to say now as always that I am super proud of all the stuff he has been doing the last few months, your amazing and make me very proud! Keep up the great work!

4.      Was nice to see people at some recent pub trips, Phil soc, and a very lovely evening hosted by Liv, Emily, and Rosie, we had a brill night and looking forward to the next one! So thank you!

5.      Also wanted to say thanks to those of you who have been listening and been there for me and Luke the last few years it is greatly appreciated and does matter, you lads and lasses know who you are.

6.      Thank you Liv for trying to dye part of my hair purple it looked really good, despite having to do it twice. Unfortunately one wash and it was gone. So I attempted to have a go myself. EPIC FAIL! Liv you shall be my stylist for such cases I got dye everywhere in the bathroom, fun! Also I want to adopt Dora she is lovely.


Went to see The Dictator which was great. I am not a great fan of Borat, haven’t seen Bruno, so it could have gone either way. But it didn’t it was well worth a watch like most of his, and I would recommend it. Just don’t see funny things when I am in the cinema or you’ll hear me guffawing somewhere, I think I embarrass people. Especially seen, as I tend to laugh at things other people don’t.  

There is a busy few weeks heading up soon to, with a last pub trip on Monday, to the fab night I need to actually organise to a night out with the girls, to camping.

I am also so excited by the fact I am going with Luke to see Blink 182! Eeeeeee

I have already seen Avril this year, followed by Angels and Airwaves, followed now by Blink, then I am going to see Kate Nash which will be great as I love her.

On a more random note I am also planning on going to a hamster show (for those of you that know how much I love my hammies) Plus I think Muffin deserves to have a go at being in a competition, she should get first hehehe, then she will look like this guy ------------->


Anyway I shall shush now

If you have made it this far thanks for reading its just random crap lol



Peace


Nessy x

Wednesday, 25 April 2012


I was struggling along with my essay, feeling okay but not great. I really like Heidegger but I don’t love him. So to see titles from Walter Kaufmann book Nietzsche, Heidegger and Buber: Discovering the mind such as
 

  • The central point of my critique of Heidegger is to show how he impeded the discovery of the mind
  • First thesis: Heidegger’s ‘existential ontology’ is dubious anthropology
  • Second thesis: Heidegger’s thinking is deeply authoritarian
  • Third thesis: Heidegger’s analysis of authenticity and inauthenticity is shallow and Manichaean
  • Fourth thesis: Heidegger neither solved important problems nor opened them up for fruitful discussion; he covered them up
 
This in fact made me feel much better about writing as it reminded me I don’t have to agree or even like the philosopher. Although saying that I actually don’t mind Heidegger.

So essay is coming on, plans for a trip to see Phantom of the Opera soon, showing in Manchester for a limited time. Also discovered to my amazement that The Lion King Broadway musical is coming to Manchester at Christmas, you will probably see me camping outside the place waiting for the doors to open.

I hope if any of you got chance to read you enjoyed (in so far as you can) the post on why I became vegetarian. In the same vein, I am going through an obsession at the minute with Lush products now I am assuming that there may be more girls than boys with this (although maybe I am wrong) that know about that obsession that occurs over a certain brand. When you walk in the shop and feel like if you don’t buy everything you want you will never see it again. Then when you get home and use all your goodies you feel the need to tell yourself or others around you how pleased you are with your purchases, and how useful/great/bargain they were for you. Well I am having this at the moment with Lush. I love their products and I love going as a treat to myself or from Luke. My most recent additions was the Seaweed Face mask that I would highly recommend (check out the pic). The best by far however is the sea salt shampoo I got called BIG. It is amazing on my hair, and actually does what it says it will. First lather all the salt massages your head second lather and its like a white wig. Follow this with Veganese conditioner and it’s the first time in ages my hair felt really healthy and had quite a nice shine if I do say so myself. I dunno why I am talking so much about this stuff but its been a highlight for me of the last week :) plus I know for definite there is some Lush fans possibly reading this, and I think with Lush it’s a little bit of trial and error to find something that works for you. Thus my opinion may help :). Its also Vegan which is nice to know, sourced, made, tested, and sold without abuse or use of animals or any of their secondary produce, plus it smells gorgeous.


On a completely different note I had a Watchtower posted through my door, and sorry if its offensive to anyone but it massively cheered me up having a read through it. Aside from some of the absurd things it says, I think the pictures sometimes are ace. Check this one out, it’s a Christian or for those who don’t see it that way Jehovah’s Witness family. Because they are happy because they have God etc look how much is going on. Home grown food, tame wild rabbits that like to lounge next to humans. Not only do these guys have deer locally but they have Fawns eating out of pails of whatever food they have, Where is this?????? How is this happening? And where has that other family walked from? The lake?



Anyway guys this was pretty random :)

Peace

Nessie x

Also for any of you that didnt know I have the answer below





Monday, 23 April 2012

Random...


Hello Guys,

So started writing my Heidegger essay today and most students will know that horrible feeling where you have done all that research, prep and are ready to start and the task to write that first page to get your rhythm and head around what is in principle a hypothesis you think you can write about coherently and justify how right you are to your readers (I might just be showing my failures as a student here) Sometimes you stare at the screen for so long the task seems impossible. Then you start writing and suddenly all your ideas poor onto the page (they might be crap, but its there)

I increasingly immerse myself in books and forget sometimes that time passes, it occurred to me today that I go 23 in a few months, it made me feel like I was getting old. You always have that older person, friend or family that always say ‘oh I wish I was 23 again its so young’ but to be honest I still feel like I did doing my G.C.S.E’s except my life has changed and now I have adult responsibilities. Don’t get me wrong I am not some 23 year old stuck in the mind of a 15 year old, or an immature person, I just don’t feel that much older but people treat me like an adult now. Its nice but its also frightening because it means change, primarily by myself. My responsibilities are my own now and although I like that its hard and sometimes when things are bad I just want to run to someone older and say help me like you would if you fell, except now most problems can’t resolved this way. All in all however I would not have it any other way, I love the time now, it changes constantly but its life and we learn along the way.

This summer I have decided is my sort out summer, catch up on all my work, start some new bits, read lots of books and prepare for my next academic year and to be honest I cannot wait. I love being a student, and I love Manchester Met. I love the fact that everyday I learn so much new stuff, even if its what Heidegger thought about art in relation to metaphysics, to what Laing did to help his patients using existential method. It makes me life meaningful to me, everyday is like waking up to a new world view, and that suits me :)


Peace


Nessie x

Sunday, 22 April 2012


Hiya Guys,

This is a long one so be ready to read lol J

So, I recently converted to vegetarianism and have received much confusion initially from some people and wanted to clarify some ideas about it, as to why I did it and the effect it has had on my life.

Suzanne told me once that a native American belief was that when someone died in the afterlife all the animals they had ever killed would meet the person and ask him/her to justify their reasons for killing it i.e. feeding family, needed the clothes for warmth. The animal would then assess whether the answer were true and valid. Hearing this was the first time I realised that my consumption of meat was my own choice and one I did not have to do and could not justify.

So just to be boring and basic here are some frequently used but relevant reasons for my initial turning.

Animals are not necessarily ours to own and use. It seems to me that an ever increasing focus on the consumerist lifestyle that has been furthered in modern living we have the view that what we can buy is ours to own and keep. This is also the case for animals we buy them they become ours, but regardless of intelligence or importance animals are still living beings. I distinctly remember those years ago when the west thought they were the better peoples they invaded other countries and felt it was their right and good reason to buy people and sell them as slaves etc. We feel this is wrong now due to the acknowledgement, that they did not have the right to own the life of a living person, how can you buy someone’s life? You might be able to own their skills like a slave might do your chores or whatever but life you cannot buy it. We value life and thus slavery is considered wrong by most people, yet with animals that life is still there but again as we feel we are above them for whatever reasons (some valid perhaps others not, intelligence etc) we have ownership over them. We buy them, or buy its life and whats worse is this life is bought for death (and usually very poor life in poor abusive living conditions) to supply ourselves with food. We wouldn’t necessarily go into the wild see and animal and buy it one because no one owns it, because we respect usually its right to live as it wishes. At what point do we feel this ownership starts and ends? Lee Evans gives a funny example in his stand up of supermarkets having animals running free and the customers having to work to catch his food (this is actually on about fighting obesity) but in similar vein how many of us could actually do this and accept responsibility? If you could then that’s fine but I am not sure if I could if there is alternatives, in this way I won’t pay to let others kill the animals.

Animals suffer horrendously. If animals were killed humanely as possible (and I mean here as painless and quickly as possible) then in some ways perhaps we can justify eating meat, however this does not happen. Everyone has seen countless videos of animals being cut open while still alive, dragged across the floor while still alive they struggle, wacked and kicked to try subdue them as they struggle against those that hold it to kill it. This obviously seems to have little or not effect, people know this goes on (even I did) and it did not prevent me. So why did I change my mind? I firstly thought about the fact that even if we kill them, as human beings we should always be trying to limit the suffering of others including animals. Secondly I own dogs and cats and love them to bits and would never consider eating them, but in some countries this is perfectly acceptable. This made me realise that eating meat of any animal can be acceptable and thus for the same reason I would not eat my dog (or stray/random dog on the street even people think its because its my dog that I wouldn’t) I would not eat any animal. Society tomorrow could easily accept that dogs could be eaten start the process of killing and selling the meat but I bet a few people would not buy it, why? Because we value what we can appreciate, we might not see or know animals in a field but I can be pretty sure that they think and feel the way my pets do. This is the same when people see baby seals getting beaten for their fur, but they do think or like to think about the animals getting beaten and abused to fill up the supermarket shelves.

Recent studies have shown that animals such as chickens and pigs are just as if not more intelligent that animals such as dogs. Thus, they are just as capable of feeling pain and frightened. Aside from the obvious fact that they are killed often the environment of these animals is horrendous. Cramped, forced on top of one another, not only do they suffer this abuse but they are often subjected to suffering such as debeaking (right) cutting off their beaks so they can't peck eachother when they are cramped. Cuttign off piglets tails and other body limbs can be common to use whiel they are still alive to reduce on space and sell, this is done with no pain relief. 

My health has never been a great concern of mine but since becoming vegetarian my health and skin has improved greatly. Despite the obvious such as you will consume less fat as animals often are bred to be more fatty to increase their earnings. It means that I also have decreased effects of heart related problems such as heart attack, strokes, artery blockage and even cancer. The argument that meat contains things you can’t get otherwise is a lie, meat contains nothing you can’t get from others sources, and without the bad things from meat. May not be something some people want but vegetarians live an average 7 years longer than meat eaters, with no other health issues.

In the long run the amount of space needed to breed, rear and feed and maintain animals is much higher than the cost of growing alternatives. Think about it this is why companies that sell meat rarely let animals roam free and have space, and why free range meat is more expensive. The cheaper your meat the more likely much more severe abuse has occurred, although abuse happens throughout constantly. This abuse does not stop at animals, slaughterhouses that provide meat are usually paying their workers badly. In relation to world hunger if all the grain used to feed animals for meat consumption were used to feed starving people then world hunger according to statistics would not exists (even if this is not true it would be a good start)

Furthermore any chemicals, addictives, and hormones such as growth or fattening hormones the animal is given is also given to you in its consumption. Animals that are subjected to confined areas are more likely to pass on disease and infection, this means they have to be injected with antibiotics, which is consumed by us. Recent statistics show that recently more and more people are becoming immune to penicillin due to overexposure. Animal meat is also more likely to contain other fluids such as faeces, blood etc and thus is the most common cause of food poisoning of all other foods. Not all meat is sourced from the UK and thus does not have to meet our low but there animal standards, or food standards. A recent study on the humanist society stated that most of the meat on the shelves in our supermarkets is slaughtered Halal way (hung upsidedown while alive, throat slid and bled out) and does not need to be declared on the packaging. 

I have been able to manage my food a lot better and much more healthily, the alternatives to meat are often tastier and I can confirm after a couple of months of being vegetarian I went to a restaurant and ordered a meat dish I used to love and found it really bland and boring. Vegetarian food has meant I experiment with cooking more and more tasty flavours, and without abuse. I actually get more than my 5 a day of veg and fruit and can maintain my weight much better with less fluctuations (I am in no way encouraging weight loss)

It has to said as well that if I knew someone who worked in a slaughterhouse that participated in the cruel treatment of animals, I would not know how to treat them. Some studies suggest that abuse to animals represents an increase chance of them abusing fellow humans. Can we even expect that not to happen or condemn someone who does do this when they job is the destruction of life even if we do not hold it to the same height as humans? In this way, vegetarianism gives people an increased awareness of their ethical and moral path in this world. I personally do not think there is anything beyond this life and certainly do not want to think of myself as responsible for death of innocent animals, who if given the choice would ask to not be killed which we can see in the way they struggle into the slaughter.

Finally (although I have a lot more reasons) meat consumption is a strain on the economy and our natural world, it uses more and wastes more resources. Apparently if everyone in American went vegetarian, an amount equivalent to half of their carbon emissions would be saved, That’s a lot.
   
So this is getting really long now I will continue to post ideas but I hope if any of you have got this far that its offered some interesting thoughts. I don’t want to convert people but just have people understand and not take the mick lol. And also be aware of what food they eat even if they are not vegetarian



Peace out J


Nessie x

This website has fairly graphic images

http://www.environmentalgraffiti.com/news-slaughterhouse-cruelity-humane-death-myth

Hiya Guys



So, while I should be writing my essay on Heidegger I shall write my second blog, telling you a little about me what I spend my life doing and my interests.



So, if any of you don’t know I completed my degree in Theology at Leeds Trinity University and am now currently studying for my Masters in European Philosophy at Manchester Metropolitan (part-time, I think I would have gone mad otherwise). I spend most of my time reading, studying, hanging out with Luke, and a lot of time on my hamsters. My favourite thinker is Nietzsche, and I would if I can succeed like to do a phd on him but we will see J but for now he brightens up my life with his pessimistic world view lightened by his promise of self overcoming. I honestly will try limit my random mind drifts on Nietzsche… can’t promise anything though.



For those of you who know me well, you will know that I love animals of all kinds but due to my busy life and lack of space I own hamsters (not that my hamsters don’t a lot of time, they get loads) but they are less maintenance than a dog etc. Plus the fact that I absolutely love hamsters and rodent creatures. I would keep buying them if I had more space, as I do spoil them with massive cages (Luke will vouch for this) Anyway currently I have 1 very large Syrian hamster named Muffin, and 4 Roborovski’s one called Camus the others called little hammies (as I literally cannot tell them apart physically only by character, and if I named them after their character it would result in names like, bar chewer, digging sawdust out of the cage so I have to clean it, the squeaker, toy destroyer. So for now they are little hammies, except Camus who got bullied by the others for no reason, thus we called her Camus as she had to fight absurdity of her bullying for no reason from the other hammies for a couple of days before we moved her. In the future I would love to live on a farm….*drifts into daydream*



Anyway so when I am not doting on my hammie friends, I am either sat at the desk reading and researching for my MA. Reading random books I enjoy that usually have nothing to do with work but are kinda related like psychiatry etc. I admit I spend a lot of my free time reading and looking up random questions I think of during the week on a massive wikipedia session. To give you an idea my last wikipedia mad search started with looking up how we domesticated wolves into dogs to the process of fertilising hen eggs and what happens as the chicken develops. So hey I have random knowledge, but my goodness its sooooooo interesting. Then if I am lucky enough to have someone with me (usually Luke) I enlighten them into all the things I have found out whether they wish to hear or not. Me and Luke were watching a Muppets movie not long back and while in a hot air balloon Gonzo said ‘I wonder when you would pass out if you were hurtling to the ground’ Luke said that sums up you and the type of things you ask and think about, and I have to be honest I do. I am that person that ask people how they would prefer to die given a choice of drowning, suffocated, or being burnt. Or why all types of crossings in England are named after animals, and if there are any that are not then why not, what criteria were they using?



Once you get to know me you’ll realise I talk non-stop and usually vocalise whatever is going through my head which is not always a good thing. I have a feeling glancing over my writing overhead that this blog is not going to be any different. But I hope it gives people a chance to get to know me a little better. I am a little shy at first but once you get to know me you might like me, then again you might think I am strange but that’s cool too.



I won’t lie and pretend that I won’t be posting serious blogs as well especially on current issues such as politics (when I get it :/ ) religion etc. I will also be posting on  issues I value such as animal rights. Please keep reading and feel free to comment, I value other opinions and like to chat


Nessie x    

Saturday, 21 April 2012

New to the blog

Hi guys,

I am new to the whole blogging thing. but thought I would give it a go and see it I can tell you all anything interesting (which probaly most likely means nothing).

Soooooo

Keep an eye open as I will be starting my posts shortly. I am not entirely sure what the topics will cover yet so lets say everything.

For those of you that do know me I love animals so expect animals oh and that fella, oh whats his name again, oh yer Nietzsche :) This blog is going to be random, weird and a chance to get alittle tiny bit into my mental mind lol. Hope you all enjoy it :)

Nessie x